Beyond the darkness

As darkness sweep the sky,

the cats and dogs outside,

wind blowing from every direction

harboring this chill

a chill I call unhappiness.

Echoes upon echoes

words upon words

but never one understood

the meaning behind those words.

"Express yourself!" they say

Maybe it's too indirect

but if it direct, what'll it be?

The sun, its light shining bright

Darkness gone, and cats and dogs gone.

Should this sun get hold of my heart?

And shower it with warmth and happiness?

Lies!

Why does the sun burn me?

Why is this heat too much to bear?

Why is it too bright and mars my vision?

I lost dark and day.

Yes, I lost the meaning of life,

and no one cares....

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