Warrior

14/3/2015 In recent time, I have encountered countless questions and requests for advice regarding the issue on intentions and also on challenges. To be honest, I don't think I am fit to be asked these kind of question, because like anyone else, I, too, am still struggling in these matters. Today, I went to a forum conducted by DPIK 6E focusing on a topic regarding challenges, trials and tribulations. The whole forum was beneficial, because most of what was brought up managed to answer some of the said questions above. Matter of fact, it did not only answered those questions, but it brought some peace into my heart that has been aching for a few weeks now. As we all know, when we were given this life, challenges and trials are to be expected. They are inevitable. Allah SWT created men WITH challenges to face. Like what Ust Fadhluzaman had said in the forum, if a person has no sins then the person should be dead, because perfection is something only Allah possesses. Allah SWT is ind...

As darkness sweep the sky, the cats and dogs outside, wind blowing from every direction harboring this chill a chill I call unhappiness. Echoes upon echoes words upon words but never one understood the meaning behind those words. "Express yourself!" they say Maybe it's too indirect but if it direct, what'll it be? The sun, its light shining bright Darkness gone, and cats and dogs gone. Should this sun get hold of my heart? And shower it with warmth and happiness? Lies! Why does the sun burn me? Why is this heat too much to bear? Why is it too bright and mars my vision? I lost dark and day. Yes, I lost the meaning of life, and no one cares....

 I've been reading Healing The Invisible Wound  by Dr Ahmad Rostam, Dr Rozanizam and Dr Alizi Alias. This would be my second time reading the book because of its mutual understanding of what I've been facing. From moving on to how to go through trauma. It is a really good book to read, start until end. I bought it at PBAKL 2 months ago, but sadly, I wasn't able to attend their meet & greet as I was occupied with life. However, PBAKL'23 was great -- I get to see Hilal Asyraf again and bought his books and let him signed each one of them. Enough PBAKL'23. I am here to write the things that I learned from the said book. I might share each topic in its own post -- but as of now, I'm going to focus on topic one : move on. I am someone who is not suitable when talking about moving on as I've been lingering and stuck in the past and let that conquered my mental well-being. I had wished to move on so much, but that isn't easy -- in fact, it's difficult f...