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2008/2009

 I sat there, on that bench, with a cat on my lap. Papers were sprawled on the table ; I was doing some revision -- or so I thought. There were so many notes from lectures, but somehow I couldn't devour the pages of written words. My mind was wondering somewhere else.Now, where did my mind go? It went back to those days. It may have been a decade after that remark happened, but it's etched deep inside my mind. It's stuck, like a parasite. Eating me slowly, and somehow I did not see it. I thought it was just a normal kind of memory to have. It was just a part of growing up, but... The pain didn't go away. I still feel the pain, It's as though it happened just yesterday. To others, it may not be a problem, but it's a problem for me. I let that remark drenched me in the tears of agony.  What happened that make me hard to forget? It was just a harsh remark from a teacher, and the disappearance of friends and support was gone in a split of time. Losing so many people...